Well...that last Journal was just aimless words, i will tell all the things that happen...
All this start the about 9 or 10 months ago, i was still in Punta Arenas (Chile, the city were i born), i start playing a MMORPG, it was Ragnarok, in there i meet some cool People, the most important one was Ledah, it was one of my best friend on internet, for a bad joke i lost his frienship...i was a joke about her...i those moments i just was her friend...with the flow of time i meet her sad and angry side, i become her best friend...i usually spoke to her all the time...i was up till 5 or 6 in the morning just to be with her...i those moments she was my little sister...(online of course)...then another character appear, his name was Conde is Spanish, Count in English (i think) i like him, i become one of his best friends, but to me never pass the frienship line, he was just a friend...the time pass i get in love with NaNi but she told me that she will never accept a relationship to the distance...cus she already had a bad experience...no prob, im cool with that...but i was his best friend with a plus...then she get married with Count...(on the game of course) i was cool with thar (again) but i ommit my love...the time pass and then i ask him:
Do you belive in Internet love?
No, its stupid...
ok...
Those conversation repeat over and over, i was trying to get sure about his feelings about nani...then when i was ready and dure...i told him...he suddenly become angry with me...he was in love with nani too...i lost his friendship...i feel guilty becose of that...then someone make me feel better...the months pass...nani was getting closer and closer with me...but then a friend of her told me that Count reach even deaper in her hearth...i was sad...somehow inside me i feel that that was true...i put in my nick that i will commit suicide...then Count put me in admision again and then told me something sad...then he ask me a few questions...including the one:
Who knows beside me about your feelings...
I told him the true...that nani her friend and a friend of mine knew...apocalipsis...nani get mad at me...she lost a friend because of me...the one who love (that was the beginning from the end to my soul) and that she hate me (finish it!)...now i'm trying to fix thing up...but some rumor shows up and make thing dificult to me...
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